Just call my name, and i'll be there.

So ian and i were talking about how fast things change. Eversince i graduated from high school
everyone changed, well physically and emotionally. There are times i couldnt accept the fact
that everyone is changing, cos it happen too fast. And i couldnt catch up.
I haven't change much. I mean, i might have already change my taste in music, sense of fashion,
the way i talk, the way i see things in life, ok. fine, i changed too. I guess that makes me realize not only people around me are changing, me myself is changing too. 

so theres no way for me to stop people from changing.
though i do miss them alot.
i just wanna thank one person, M.
I was bleeding, serious break down,  M was the one who stitch me back up
again. Though we didnt talk now, but it leaves a mark to me. He will always be the person
who help me stand up again, one of the people i love. i will not show it. deep inside, someday
perhaps, he will know i love him.

So M, if you happen to read my blog. Just so you know, I do realize that you care for me.
You loved me. And I am not cold. I do feel the warmth you had given me.
I just didn't show it. It's a good thing you have a happy group of friends around you.
I don't know whether they are good or bad, but I won't judge, seeing you happy I feel happy too.
if one day, you need me

Just call my name honey, i'll be there.

will it still be something special now when you think about what we had last time?

hey guys.
I'm currently blogging in school's library. It's freaking cold here.
And I am here to do my coursework, but I feel like updating my blog first. teehee. so yep.
HERE i am. (: miss me?It's so weird blogging in the public
Cos people constantly walking behind me.
Qi jun is so lucky cos she gets to sit inside with her laptop
while I am sitting out here, freezing
ALSO using this oldslowpieceofcrap.

A little update about me. I gotta type this really fast cos I still have
tons of things to do,  I gotta read the perayaan shit and reconstruct it with my own
words.
So nothing interesting happen, except for I painted my room white again.
yes.well. partly because of feng shui.
And the other reason is because
I want to save the world. ok. might sound funny to you, thinking whats my rose pink wall gotto do with
the world. I listened to the radio the other day telling us how to save the world.
The North pole ice is melting ):  GUYS. please. Do not paint dark colours in your room
because dark colours absorb heat and it consume alot of aircond's energy to cool your room.
And it actually contribute to thinning our ozone layer.
A thinner ozone layer will heats up the global
causes the north pole ice melts.
WHERES THE POLAR BEAR GONNA LIVE WHEN THE NORTH POLE ICE IS MELTING?): 
): i still want my kids to see polar bear.
i know i am ohsodramatic.
anyway people, go green, save the world.
ok thats my room. about life.
gosh ive been single for 6months now. I almost forgot how it feels to be in love.


ALRIGHT.
i gotto get back to my work now.
TTYL (:

love songs made me think of the early days with him.
And i remember how it used to be when
he was my replacement sun, the warmth that made my empty life livable.

should i give up or should just keep chasing pavement?

stop laughing, you people!