So ian and i were talking about how fast things change. Eversince i graduated from high school
everyone changed, well physically and emotionally. There are times i couldnt accept the fact
that everyone is changing, cos it happen too fast. And i couldnt catch up.
I haven't change much. I mean, i might have already change my taste in music, sense of fashion,
the way i talk, the way i see things in life, ok. fine, i changed too. I guess that makes me realize not only people around me are changing, me myself is changing too. 

so theres no way for me to stop people from changing.
though i do miss them alot.
i just wanna thank one person, M.
I was bleeding, serious break down,  M was the one who stitch me back up
again. Though we didnt talk now, but it leaves a mark to me. He will always be the person
who help me stand up again, one of the people i love. i will not show it. deep inside, someday
perhaps, he will know i love him.

So M, if you happen to read my blog. Just so you know, I do realize that you care for me.
You loved me. And I am not cold. I do feel the warmth you had given me.
I just didn't show it. It's a good thing you have a happy group of friends around you.
I don't know whether they are good or bad, but I won't judge, seeing you happy I feel happy too.
if one day, you need me

Just call my name honey, i'll be there.